8.30.2010

OFF.

I have sooooooooo many things to say, but they are all running through my head at the same time. 
IT'S SO FUSTRATING! And strangly, at the same time, I feel like almost all my inspiration is gone, out the door!
So where's is it? Where's my inspiration?
Gone! At least for some days. Only, when i'm ready to write something, even if it is a single word, I'll do it, promise:) But I do have to say, and this goes for everything! 
It's a so long, NOT a farewell.
xoxo

8.29.2010

++

''Time, is just a duration in your mind''
 L.F.

8.27.2010

Deciding

-You are..
-Are what?
-No i'm not.
-Yes indeed, you are.
-Am I?
-Are you?
-No you're not.
-Yes, I am.
-Am I?
-Are you?
-You are.
-Yes? But..
-Am I?
-Are you?
-Mmmm.. NO! NO!HELL NO!

You see this? Coming up with the decesion  about something, ANYTHING can be too damn difficult. First is a YES, then a NO ,then a MAYBE, then a WHATEVER... too confusing!
But you know what? I see it this way:
This whole thing is like a play. Doesn't matter how bad the rehersals go, the process of creation, of idetenfication, etc. All you gotta' do is have it right for the final act. It's all that matters.

8.26.2010

:)

Me gustaría decir, que esta última entrada la escribo en español para que pueda haber una variación. ¡Y como no! Está dedicada a una pequeña e inútil persona la cual yo, desafortunadamente, aprecio a más no poder :)
B. G. ♥ YOU ROCK!

Sentir

 ¡HAY TANTOS SENTIMIENTOS! 

Unas veces, una dice sentir amor por una persona. ¡Puro amor!
¿Pero que es amor?
El amor es un cariño especial, sea de amistad, de familia, ¡De lo que sea! Pero sí un sentimiento dulce, tierno, que hace que uno tenga una sonrisa de oreja a oreja cada vez que esa muestra de amor sale a la luz.


Otras Muchas veces una dice senitr odio por una persona. Detestar tenerla cerca, recordarla y hasta oír hablar de ella. 
¿Pero que es odio? ¿Cual es la definición perfecta para este sentimiento tan oscuro, tan triste?
La verdad que no podría definirlo a la perfección pero lo que sí puedo decir es que el odio NO es indiferencia; algo que la gente confunde cada día.

Cuando uno odia a una persona, hay sentimiento; sea bueno o malo pero esa persona para bien o para mal le importa. Quizas por ese camino que han recorido juntos, ese despecho por el pasado..


Pero claramente no es indiferencia.Una vez planteada esta primero cuestión, te pones a pensar:
¿Que es 'Indiferencia'? 
Pues indiferencia es el no sentir NADA por alguien, ni odio, ni amor, simplemente hay un vacio. 
 Entonces, una vez planteada la segunda cuestión, uno prengunta:
¿Cuando sabes que existe esa indiferencia?
Y la respuesta es más simple de lo que uno pueda pensar o de lo que uno quiere creer.
 ''Cuando tu corazón pasa de sentir amor a odio. Cuando tu corazón, despues de ese odio, de ese daño para de gritar del dolor. Cuando tu corazón está en paz, y sabe que esos sentimientos forman parte del pasado. Cuando tu corazón se da cuenta que el rencor, no lleva a ningún lado.''
 

8.25.2010

Me

Los días pasan, las cosas cambian pero ¿yo? ¡SEGUIRÉ IGUAL!
No cambiaré mi forma de ser, de actuar, de pensar, POR NADA NI NADIE, digan lo que digan, piensen lo que piensen..
Es tan simple como parece. THIS IS ME! ¿Lo tomas, o lo dejas?

8.24.2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAAAAAAAY!

TODAY.. SUCH A ESPECIAL DAY! :)

¡Mi sobrina favorita, Danielle (y única) a cumplido 4 añitos! Y nada, como estamos separadas por el GRAN Océano Atlántico, no puedo darle un achuchón enorme, pero si puedo desearle, !LO MEJOR! 

 PD: You're still getting your present Dani. 
 And remember, you're my favourite Diamond D.D!
 LOVE YOU

8.22.2010

What's next?

That's a good question and here is the perfect answer: WHO THE HELL KNOWS! 
Uncertainty is BULLSHIT! So here I am, desperatly wanting to know what's next.
But you know what? Sometimes, it's better & easier knowning nothing than knowing at all. 
I'm so F****** CONFUSED!
   So now the question is, What do I need to move forward? and here's my perfect answer: 
PATIENCE! FAITH!
YOU JUST HAVE TO BELIEVE Angela, YOU JUST HAVE TO BELIEVE!
That's a thought I have to keep in this stupid, little head.
Let me belive please! Let me believe..


8.19.2010

Bambu! Bu-bu-

buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!
Yesterday, I was surrounded by a whole lot of BAMBU!! So that 'inspiration' just ran through my vains.. again for some pictures to remember that day, that beautiful view of NYC that will always be with me!








Love you New York & everything included;


Xoxo.

8.16.2010

Moma!

After being to the Moma (Museum of Modern Art) in NYC, I felt some inpiration to take some ''artistic photographies'' ¡Hahahaha! Here are some:)





Apart from the Moma, I've also been to the Met. Museum (Metropolitan Museum) and to Moma- P.S 1 Also great! But i'll talk about that soon & art in general because,

ART IS BEAUTIFUL, IT EXPRESSES LIFETIME REALITY!
Like Heri Matisse said,
''Drawing is like making an expressive gesture with the advantage of permance.''



8.15.2010

PERFECTION?

C'mon! Don't be stupid and realize already, IT DOESN'T EXIST!

Like Salvador Dali said,

''Have no fear of perfection, you'll never reach it.''

Be careful..

 
I BITE! 

8.14.2010

THANKS!

Not long a go the blog reached 1000 visits!!! :)
Just wanted to thank you all; every single one of you! I hope you enjoy the blog as much as I enjoy writing it.

 THANKS AGAIN,


'The Runaway'

8.12.2010

Breaking the rules.

Don't worry too much about that.

They were ment to be broken!

8.10.2010


 Love you till the end.

Revolutionary feelings.

I know that feeling like if you were breaking down..
When you feel completly out of place; you simply just feel like you don't belong & no one understands you.

 The only thing that crosses you mind is to runaway from everything. From the fears, the problems, the stupid lies & the big fake smiles..


You want to be alone. You 'lock' yourself in your room, you turn the music on so loud because all these feelings are suddenly rushing through your vains; you're SCARED; SAD; MAD; FUSTRATED!! you just want to scream, cry.. But sometimes ,you're feeling so much pain, it's too damn difficult to leave it out.

 In that moment nothing feels like if it's in the right place.. you feel hurt, lost, left out in the dark, scary world all alone..

It's like somebody just kicked your guts on and on and on.. Pushed you around time after time until it gets to that point were you reach the edge of breaking down & there is so much pain , you can't feel anything but still hear your heart shouting despertaly ' HELP! HELP! HELP ME! ' but no one's there to save you.


 But then, you just get too tired of draging yourself around; So you decide to get up and fight. Fight until your last breath, fight for that chance of happiness.

You then turn around to walk you path and realise that somehow, you're not alone, somebody is there, somebody will always be there, and I can asure you , that somebody is me.


 24/7 ( the 24 hours of the 7 days of the week) I'm there, because you know what? I know that feeling. And yes, the best help you can ever have is your own, but at the end of the day, it's always nice to have someone there for you, for any tiny little thning you may need. 
Don't forget
 

8.08.2010


“I never want to be alone, just sometimes, I want to be left alone.”


8.06.2010

YES!

-Can't; Sorry.
-Can't do it.
-What?
-Can't deal with it.
-Can't be strong enough.
- Just can't.
-Why say that?
Because it's the truth.
- No it's not.
-I KNOW YOU CAN! 
- How can you be sure?
- Because I believe in you. 
How can I do this? 
- Just belive in yourself.
-But how?
-By starting to show the world your smile.


8.05.2010

Everything happens for a reason

4th.

4deAgosto. 
Officially a very special day; the birthday of a very good friend of mine.


That is why, I just wanted to wish her a more than GREAT birthday!
Happy Birthday 'Sexy girl'. YOU ROCK! 

A&F!

PD: Sorry for the lateness but, like a spanish say states: ¿más vale tarde que nunca no? 


Love ♥♥♥

8.03.2010

ENTERNITY

 Shopping, known as one of the most pleasant, satisfying, and beautiful experiences a woman can live. It completes our day, it completes our life. It makes you happy when ever your sad and without a doubt it makes you feel good for yourself. 


SHOPPERS DON'T DIE.
xxx

8.01.2010

Porque..

 tienes que saber que..
 
..una mirada dice más que mil palabras
 Xoxo